I’m 22F and also considered attractive (not the extend of 6’4 level tho lol). I actually disagree with the comments here saying that it’s easier or u should be greatful. It’s f hard. You can’t seem ungreatful or angry because atleast ur attractive and getting sex? Fuck that. Be angry. Angry is okay. I can barely say my name and I almost legally changed it because I was tired of it but I basically said fuck that and just stutter through it which makes my depression and shame worse. I’m also in data science and my god the interviews r like a stutterers hell - like I actually feel like I’m going to burn alive. Thankfully I feel like a lot more recruiters r prepared for it. Like I once suffered through this whole phone call and I mean the entire thing and I still moved onto the next round. I get the desire to die and some days I’m surprised I’m not dead and if I’m being frank idk why I’m not. I’m not religious either and life sucks but idk there has to be a point right? anyway now I’m j ranting. If u ever want to talk j to vent, I get it and reach out :/