Hey, thank you for comment. I am generally good person, I don't want others to suffer. For example, I stopped playing soccer (which I extremely loved) because of multiple knee surgeries, but I am very happy when my friends talk about their games and successes (despite me being very unlucky in that part of life). Same with business and money. But this stuttering and love thing is just unbearable. My plans is to continue maxing out everything (social circle, business, fitness, appearance....), to the point that my outside part and what others talk about me becomes enough. Essentially, I want others to talk about me since I can't talk about myself, and to achieve that, I need to be extraordinary. Nikola Tesla. Steve Jobs. Whatever. I would say that stuttering is the thing that holds me back the most. I speak fluent most of the time, but in when it is important, it gets bad. And this is mostly with interactions with girls. Obviously, visible blockages are problem, but this invisible things are also. I miss so many opportunities. Many things I wan't to say, I don't. It takes extreme effort to overcome friction. Also, many things I say, I didn't want to - they are product of all tongue/brain/breathing fights I do in background. Also, I don't know how to be genuine while interacting with girls. I got used to do everything by formula and to be fake (I was forced to it by this stuttering disability). I also, developed some bad patterns of behavior (which I do even when not stuttering). And many of them I don't even realize. Stuttering literally corroded my brain.