How much contact with other people who stutter do you have in real life? I used to be like that but for the past ten years I met and talked to more than a hundred different people who stutter and became comfortable with it over time. It's not strange that it makes you feel uncomfortable. It's like they put a mirror infront of you and it makes you wonder of you look and sound like that too when you stutter. It's worst for covert stutterers, because they tend the have the biggest feeling of shame for their stuttering.