I hear you, and I can feel how exhausting this has been for you. Stuttering isn’t just repeating words — it’s panic, tension, anticipation, and replaying every conversation in your head. You’ve been dealing with this for years, and that takes strength, even if it doesn’t feel like it. You’re not alone, and none of this makes you less capable, intelligent, or worthy. Think about your upcoming parenthood. Your child will see your intelligence, love, and courage — not your stutter. Modeling resilience and self-acceptance is more powerful than perfect speech. Stuttering is not your fault. Replaying conversations and blaming yourself only adds tension. Keep your head up don’t give up. If you need a group of people being there for one another check out this group . https://chat.whatsapp.com/JDArEqNFp2r1vW3Xu1vpQ6?mode=gi_t