I believe in you. I'm 43, stuttered severely when I was young... One thing I've learned is that less people care, or think badly of you as a result of stuttering. A few people I trust have explained this to me very clearly and openly and it's taken me a long time to accept, but it is true. The people that do give you a hard time aren't worth your energy, focus on your own goals. I found this book to be helpful [https://www.amazon.com/Out-Stuttering-Helped-Find-Voice/dp/145167659X](https://www.amazon.com/Out-Stuttering-Helped-Find-Voice/dp/145167659X)