I understand the point you're trying to make. We like to get high because we lose our inhibitions. It is our inhibitions from years of stuttering and our anxiety about stuttering that sometimes makes us not be able to express ourselves as fluently as we want to. You're using weed to remove your inhibitions without attacking the root cause. You might know 20 people who are trying to legitimize their dependence on something or the other to solve some problem in life, but that doesn't mean that they'd be right. Stuttering in my opinion, is not gonna get better with you getting high. Supposing that you're an averagely ambitious guy. How would you face the realities of giving presentations, oral interviews if you would be dependent on getting high? I have absolutely nothing against weed/drinking/etc up until the time you start using it to mitigate difficult problems that you think you don't have the determination or patience to solve. This could lead to worse things Is the reason behind asking this question is on reddit is to get advice from people who've been through what you're going through? Have you already made up your mind to continue with this? Or are you still deep-down unsure about the correct-ness of your dependence on weed to reduce your stutter?