Another thought. I don't talk for the sake of talking, or socializing. I am perfectly capable of speaking about myself and responding to questions in a clear and thorough manner during an interview but I do not go out and socialize for fun because it just really isn't that fun for me. I spend a majority of my time alone, I do not date much. I hate awkward silences because I know that I can be the one to make the conversation comfortable and enjoyable but I don't seem to know how. It's like I never really learned how to hold conversations. My problem is a blend of not knowing what to say and not even enjoying socializing.