Might as well just quit your job and stop brushing your teeth too. Cut contact with your friend and family while you’re at it. Why bother with anything ever at this point. Worst mindset to have. Your cerebellum is probably responsable for your stutter, only way to get over it is months and years of purposeful annunciations and practice where your cerebellum defaults to no stutter. This mindset does the exact opposite turning what would take a year of high effort and making it 10.