Please! Get into a program. Go to a meeting. Drinking every night has a predictable outcome. Please seek help before you end up on the wrong side of a bad situation. >Anyone else feel they’d be unstoppable without this impeachment? I'm sorry, but that's a lie we tell ourselves. We can't put everything in our lives on our stutter. There are plenty of people who are unstoppable with worse impediments. If you believe you're unstoppable, prove it. You want to meet a girl? Stop drinking and get your stuff together. Work on yourself. I promise you that if you work on yourself every day, your insecure feelings will lessen. The more you do, the less you'll feel insecure. Pick one thing. One thing you want. And go after it. Make it your sole focus. You'll encounter obstacles. Overcome those. Keep moving forward. Win or lose, you're going to be ahead of where you are today.