im gonna kill myself bc of this fucking stutter.

im gonna kill myself bc of this fucking stutter. i cant take it anymore everyday this demon called stutter makes my life even worser and worser my friends laugh at me cuz they are lucky to dont have stuttering issues even tho they dont know what is does to me and the people who has it.İ've working so hard fix it but 5 years is enough for me people that have this issue usually fix it in a year or two,but my stutter is diffrent he hates me.He blocks everything that atleast fix my confidence.İm done,im gonna do it if the time is right.