I feel like someone is strangling me. I become breathless as I try and try and try to say the word, and ultimately when I say it, I gulp for air like I was drowning. Kind of embarrassing but I hold my stomach and try to control my expression so as to not give it away and smoothly breathe through my nose. Lol. My stuttering is also frustrating when it pops up when I am angry or excited. When I am angry, and I stutter, it gives the other person ammunition to ridicule me. Happens with my brother a lot, although ironically he stutters as well. When I am excited, and I stutter, it sucks because I quickly loose interest of those who are listening to me because I start to use random, unrelated words that makes my sentence completely incoherent and makes me appear like I suddenly lost my train of thought and am just rambling and I don't know my shit. It's very frustrating at times.