It's an exchange, I feel like I'm a guinea pig but there's nothing I can do, what we talk about at the meeting serves as study material at the speech therapy college, we sign a term for that. As it is not something therapeutic, it is more of a conversation, it is difficult to change the way it works, there is also a rule of respecting the other person's speech, no one can interrupt whoever is speaking. Then, as I brake a lot and can't even hold a conversation, it weighs down the atmosphere, interrupts everything and there's that awkward silence, it's terrible. I've already said it and they said there's no problem but I realize there is