I came at peace with my stutter during one of my LSD trips. Since then, I literally do not care anymore that I stutter. And apparently noone in my surroundings really cares either. People value you for what you have to say, not how you say it. I don't know how severe your stutter is, but personally I also can't pronounce my name, although I can keep up a conversation most of the time, unless it's a very bad day. I'm 24 with a bachelor's degree in chemical engineering, my stutter was never really much of an issue in university. I've never worked a real job before but I'm searching for one now and the few job interviews I've been in they said my speech isn't an issue. Idk where I'm going with this, but consider trying a psychedelic like lsd or magic mushrooms with a goal to get some introspection and acceptance in yourself. It really gets better, even if it doesn't seem like it at times :)