I don't want that positive words

I don't want that positive words Hi everyone, I have 9 months left until my final graduation project presentation. What should I do to avoid being foolish during the presentation? I’ve been stuttering since childhood. When I speak, my brain immediately starts thinking about stuttering,how people see me, how they will react, especially when I’m stressed or afraid. I have tried every method and every tip just to be able to say even my own name without stuttering. I’m very tired. Why should I have to suffer like this? I don’t want positive or supportive word . I want a final, practical solution to try.