Stuttering has taken a massive shit on my emotions and outlook on life. If I didn't stutter I would have maybe been outgoing because of how I am at home with my family. I talk a lot and crack jokes all the time. Outside is a complete different story. As soon as I leave the house I get locked up within myself. I become cold and angry and just want to get the fck back home. Another thing is that, I would like some friends but at the same time don't. The reason is that I simply get exhausted talking, sometimes even at home. Group work at my school is pretty much the only time I talk to anyone and I find it utterly tiring. I guess it's because I try my best not to stutter or whatever. My emotions are up and down, side to side. One day I feel like complete and utter shit, another I want to off myself, and occasionally I don't feel that bad. I know a lot of people in the world have way worse issues than me..but shit. Stuttering is hard to deal with.