It takes the most strength to beat that lizard/animal brain down and think and do what you know is right..I'm around your age at 34 and have had hell on earth my whole life to put it lightly..I don't know how or why I'm still alive..its been seriously horrendous life with this stuttering & anxiety bullshit..but reading your story I felt some jealously but also I felt happy for you and others that have found a way to live a good life despite this demonic impediment unlike myself unfortunately..I think of people like you kind of like inspirations & heros to me because you found a way to live well and not suffer daily. I feel it's a significant accomplishment for sure...but I'd never let myself stay jealous or hate on a fellow stuttered or anybody with a impediment or disability knowing the hell on earth they probably went through to get to a positive mental state or make it through life..think about bro, you wouldn't want a fellow stutterer hating on you bc you somehow against all odds found a way to succeed right?...I figure one of our "super powers" should not only be mental strength & being unbreakable badasses but having empathy for others aswell bc we know how painfull and almost impossible it is to overcome a stutter or other disability...anyway keep kicking ass & fighting the good fight brother 💪