I feel you bro, i'm mid/late 20's working on a masters degree in tech after transitioning from my undergrad in social sciences. I haven't had a job in almost 2 years after quitting due to the crunch of working with mentally ill people + learning data structures and algorithms as my first class (thank you college advisors very helpful to give me the hardest class of the bat). All the job application websites are absolute shitshows, and in person hardly works/don't have many connections. I've resigned myself to going into the military after finishing my degree to basically give such a shock to my system for overall laziness + improve job prospects and benefits. I feel like if I get denied for medical reasons due to my stutter or don't get the required scores then I don't even know what i'm gonna do dude seriously... Worst part is I will have to enlist to get the job I want so i'll be around a bunch of 18 year olds who actually made decent choices in their lives. Only thing I can say is that you'll just continue to sink more and more if you don't have proper guardrails or help, i'm not saying join the military but have or find out someone who can hold you accountable if possible.