Please know there is a cure and recovery has been done check out john harrisons book redefining stuttering (its 600 pages) if u dont wanna go that deep because you dont have to , check tim mackesey if you have the money he gives online therapy . I can assure you in a maximum of 20 sessions youll be done with the worst of this. I still dont have the money to get online therapy but im practicing voluntary stuttering and desensitization on my own and it is liberating