I would agree. There is half that have a barely mild stutter like you that gets off by telling people that have a severe ones that they make their stutter a "identity" . You said you hosted parties. How does someone that has a severe stutter host a party? Severe stuttering is over a minute long blocks and worse. I just cant believe that. You are telling me people watched you talk at the party while having minute long blocks? I remember I was at this group job interview and as soon as the block happened people started to laugh and one girl even pulled out her phone to record me. She was instructed to put her phone away but still. That is a formal setting. At actual parties you would be laughed out of it. Funny part is that is probably one of the better job interviews. Most people just turn you away after the first block.