Good recommendation i will think about it! But my dad has raised me very well, he is very loving and caring and that's the part that makes it hurt so bad. He always says i can tell him anything whatever it is but i think im just too stubborn, especially because i personally never accepted the stutter. I not only lied to my family but i also even lied to myself. I always made myself believe that i didn't stutter anymore because i just wanted to be normal. But the past few years my stutter has been worsening again from time to time and thats when i realized i've just been lying all my life just to fit in. So my dad just treats me like a normal fluent speaking person because he never heard me stutter because i literally almost never talk so it just got normalized with "he's just quiet". That's the only thing that's really hard on my mental health, my stutter and seeing my dad dissapointed that i never talk to him. He doesn't know there is a reason behind it that i never talk. It's because i just can't. And he doesn't know because i never was willing to admit it to him. But there are people who have it way worse so i'm not complaining. It is sad to see that your dad doesn't believe in the trauma that causes the stutter. Its probably hard to live like that sometime Like...He just doesn't believe the stutter is real?