I have been trapped in my little bubble for so long, man. I'm at college, 3rd year, but all of my friends have left and so it was just me. I panicked because my habits (smoking weed) does not help my stutter and by extension my social skills. I went to my first party in 2 years last week and it was a blast, but I was an awkward mess and many people could pick up on it. It was a shame because I was getting hit on my girls and all that type of shit, but I didn't know how to react and I felt blocks coming on and so I stayed quiet. Best of luck to you man, I guess it's just one day at a time. Good Day