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My lowest point Today at 8:00 was my first class of the new semester. I was running late, but only by about ten minutes. I could have easily showed up late, and apologized then sat down. But I didn't. Now I don't have the course syllabus, and I don't know if we have an assignment to complete for next class. Why is this? Because I knew if i walked in late, all eyes would be on me, and the professor would ask, "Name?" to check me off on the attendance roster. I often stutter when saying my name, so to avoid embarrassment in front of the whole class, I just didn't go. This is one of the lowest points my stutter has ever brought me. I'm kicking myself for letting it get the best of me. I feel like garbage right now for letting it get in the way. I hate how it just lingers in your mind during every single god damn interaction. I am so tired of this god damn thing. PS: I know the sidebar says to stay positive on this subreddit, but I think we all need a little time to vent once in a while.