Thanks once again for your advice. I'll definitely start the meditation and i'll talk to my speech therapist about medication. I'm afraid my anxiety will continue to grow as I'll be starting a public speaking class after Christmas in school. One of my 'friends' actually did bring it up once, but he used it in a sort of blackmail-ish way. I think my friends aren't quite mature enough to talk about it. I'll try to find somebody though. Thanks again