It's extremely tiring to stutter. You should try not to! 🤪 Jk, I just had a final interview for a job I really wanted. Two days have passed and I'm still physically and mentally exhausted from all that tension. I should have taken more pauses and breathed better, spoken more slowly etc, but the excitement got to me. Annoying, because two weeks ago I went to a party and was talking so fluently and so much that my throat hurt. Just have to practice more, every single day, got to grind that fluent speech pattern whenever possible. With work it will become natural to be fluent, without work it's just hopeless suffering and exhaustion.