How is your life going, mine.......

How is your life going, mine....... I am 25M and stutterer, graduated in masters in mechanical engineering, international student of canada. Finding engineering Jobs, sucks. Working as labour in factory to survive. Friends count in canada : zero (I have been here more than 2 years) Stuttering exercises : stopped (several things going bad in life, exhausting dealing with them daily) Girlfriend : No Suicidal thoughts: 20,30 times a week (when I think logically, I don't know but death make more sense than life) Health: poor ( I don't have health insurance right now, will get but there is waiting of 8 to 12 months in different health sector in canada, sucks) How is your life?