Bro i just go to speech therapy just to keep me sane and mentally hack my mind i am doing something to work on it . How much ever i try i think it might be over for me . I have no enthusiasm left bro idk i dint feel to go snd hunt for jobs anymore even tho i d9nt wanna live off my parent still, i am fuckin 24M i have nothing in my hand , nothing . I have ruined my life