I’m already boring ash. I only have like 2 good friends from like middle school. I rarely initiate conversations with even family members, let alone strangers. I rarely attend social gatherings. I’m hesitant about job interviews. I attend an online university (which I now regret tbh). I talk to literally no one on a daily basis except for maybe my mom and my younger siblings. That’s it. That’s my life right now. I’m sorry if this comes out as rude, but maybe you’re doing well living like this, but I don’t want the rest of my life to be this way. I want to interact, meet new people, find my significant other, and just live carefree of whatever BS I’ve been dealt.