I feel it burdens me because inside I'm much more sociable. Like, I want to meet people, I want to talk to people. I want to engage random people in conversation. I've spent time with people who can do this -- just mosey on up to someone and start talking and laughing ... and find some sort of connection. They don't have to introduce themselves, just start of with something witty. I've got the witty thing to say, but I'm not going to try because then they'll be like, 'who's this weirdo making humming noises with his mouth open and his eyes closed?'