You *absolutely* have a hope and a future. I was once in the same dark place as you, but there is a way out of this. First off, realize that there are tons of ways to make money these days without talking to anyone (I’m not saying that’s your best future; but just pointing out, you can survive and even thrive without speaking a word). Give yourself a break. Give everyone a break. You don’t need to blame yourself or your parents for this. We all have our crosses to bear and demons to fight. Put yourself out there. Do what makes you afraid. Get so familiar with the uncomfortable that it becomes commonplace. You can do this!