Interactions with people

Interactions with people I am curious with fellow PWS. When you are interacting with a new person and they make no facial gestures or mentions anything about your stuttering, but continues on as a normal conversation. When you are done with the conversation, how do you feel? Me, I forensically internally dissect everything about that encounter. The majority of the times why did this not happen or why did they not laugh or be rude to me. It is always the bad parts even when it did go well.