100% This IS exhausting Take it from a 55 year old, give yourself some grace We have to work 1000% harder than everyone else on the most simplest of tasks. I've had my stutter for 50 years and with 20 yrs of speech therapy, hypnotherapy, some voodoo, I'm at a point in my life where I'm just going to live my life. I accepted my stutter at age 40 and started to learn meditation and diaphragmatic breathing techniques. Sending you positive ✨️ vibes