There must be some middle ground. If you stammer in a different language and can't read it then get a parent to just spend 30 mins with you and get them to read something and you recite what they say. When you say it write down the pronounciation in English then bang! You got something to work with you got step 1. Parents too busy ? Find grandparents. Grandparents live elsewhere ? Find whatever piece of literature you can and YouTube it. Like I said brother, it's about solving a problem, and this is a problem that takes time so we work on making progress. That's all it is. You make progress. You search for step 1 then step 2 then 3 then you have a routine and before you know it, you'll look back at who you were and you won't believe how bad you were.