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I feel trapped I really need help. I genuinely do. I’ve tried, I really have I tried to stay positive and to stutter with confidence when I speak, but no some people are just unbelievably rude, to the point that it hurts. And the worst part is, when they see that I can’t respond, their rudeness only gets worse. I’m not even talking about people I argue with they’re just ordinary people, like shop workers or pharmacists, people I have to deal with. ofc it doesn't happen often but one or two times is enough to hurt so badly I know everyone has their own pressures and problems, and their rudeness isn’t really what hurts me. What truly hurts is my inability *to respond*. I won’t start telling stories because there are too many, but it’s really hard. I can’t even stutter confidently anymore. Even when I try to sound confident while stuttering, it doesn’t fix anything. As usual, I end up choosing to just ignore them completely I don’t go back to those places again. But the anger inside me is the same. It won’t fade unless I can stand up for myself, but I can’t. I feel trapped. Even the simplest sentences I can’t say them.