I can relate 100% and it's terrible. The work situation is devastating. I, like you, act as if I was this socially retarded sociopath. And my co-workers probably think the same. The dream that replays over and over in my mind is that I just stuttered openly, without ever hiding it, changing words, hesitate, or run away, and that I don't give a fuck about what people may think of me when I stutter.