Despite all the criticism of your criticism, your post did help me to get out of my feelings, so thanks for that. I don't have anything meaningful to say, but I am just going to comment on getting caught up in your own head which leads to these negative feelings and amplifies your percieved inadequacy. This is the biggest obstacle I face, getting in my own way. Holding myself back out of fear and frustration and letting these feelings exist is perpituity. I have ideas for a solution, but following through is difficult.