✋🏻 totally guilty of that I know what you mean I hide mine by like prolonging words or only speaking when I need to like in my job so when I get home I can chill out and relax. I have no choice but to talk in work but I’ve become good at word swapping and talking on the phone. Hiding it is tough, well I think so because people don’t know and the headaches aren’t nice. Hope you’re okay. It sucks but maybe a support group for a stutter in your local area might help !