Stuttering has absolutely ruined my life and my mental health. I understand the struggle all too well. I don’t know how I’m alive either after dealing with years of depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts. I ask God everyday why this had to be my life. A part of me wants to die, but there’s still so much I know I can accomplish, it’s hard to kill myself. Even if I accomplish all that I dream of, would I even be happy? I don’t know if I’ll ever be at peace and happy with a stutter.