maybe i should commit suicide as well. I am currently an engineering major and i am half way done. It bothers me that i will take alot of classes next semester that require alot of communication for the group projects. And is not that i am a shy person, because i am not, i can look people at the eyes and i dont walk with fear around people. My stuttering makes me look as a shy person in front of people and well thats hard for me to accept. I am 23, i should have a stable relatiomship by now and that will problaby never happen. And if it happens, will i be able to maintain the relationship? What if i go with my girlfriend or wife to a restaurant and i have to order something, i will sure make her to feel sorry for me and all the people around me, why should a person have to take the punishment of being with me? and what about if i have kids? will they also have to take the punishment of having a dad like me? I have failed God, i was not able to be brave and get over my stuttering, and thats what hurts me the most, failing Him since He has helped me alot in my life. I know my suicide is coming and i dont feel scared about it, Gods knows i love Him, but i cant take it anymore, hopefully something happens soon , something that will change my mind about suicide