You just need to build up your self-confidence. Very common problem. There are hundreds of effective courses and self-help guides to address low self-esteem and low self-confidence. Just pick a few and start following the advice. Keep at it. Try a few different methods. Here's a CBT method that is proven to work: [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=20hYOeGC7qc](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=20hYOeGC7qc) Here's another good description of how to deal with this: [https://youtu.be/8IhFPJ6Pysc?si=--C9FkwQsGmrA08s](https://youtu.be/8IhFPJ6Pysc?si=--C9FkwQsGmrA08s) There are so many methods to fix this. Just google 'how to boost my self-esteem' 'how to improve my self-confidence' and get to work on yourself.