Im 17 i dealt with a lot of school bs too. Answer me this. Does defending the fact that its a huge detriment to your life helping you? You gonna go your whole life defending your flaws and making excuses to be pessimistic? Its very simple. If you can fix it. Fix it. If you cant, live with it, you have no other choice. Might aswell live happy. Truth is. I live a happier life than you because i have a broader perspective on this. And others having worse shit shouldnt give you the ick. Lotta people would trade places with you in a heartbeat. Its ultimately up to you. You are ultimately in charge of how you want to spend time on this planet.