I'm so sorry you when through that, anyone would feel like you do. To be caught in a high stress situation, with people you don't know, the people you knew ran off, be yelled at, be unable to communicate, and then to be dismissed like a low caste dog. That's all just overwhelming. I hope you are feeling better, you're not alone in feeling deflated. Every day we stumbled. It's hard to cope be we keep going. I hope you keep going too.