Wish i could speak normally

Wish i could speak normally So i have a stutter, it used to be really bad at 13-14 but its calmed down a lot and now i dont really stutter as much but i do have some bad days and i dont know why but i find myself always stuttering when talking to my mom. shes always making fun of me and mocking my mouth motions, always giving me dirty looks whenever she sees me stutter, yelling at me and wishing how i was " normal" Other relatives are joining in as well. i genuinely wish i could mute myself forever i am so tired of this