Watching streamers, and overall being chronically online. Have/had a lot of friends. I have very controversial take on "putting myself out here". I'm tired being hurt over and over so I'm just enjoying company of my family, colleagues at work and online "life". I would probably be the same even without this disability and its for the better because I would probably hang out with toxic people and ended up addicted on something. Is it cope? Yes, and I don't mind. #PainFree