speech therapy doesn't work for you*, but it's proven to increase fluency in many others. there are many possible reasons why you might fail to respond to therapy. if i were more cynical i'd say you never truly gave it chance to begin with, or you only had therapy as a child in school and never really ingrained anything. there is no adderall for stuttering because we don't know what causes it, and if we did find something, it's evident to me that there's many different things at play...because the same treatments that reduce fluency in some can increase it in others. you've given up and your personal cope is waiting for the pill. that's fine. but i have nothing to cope about because these things have helped. i have taken an active role in my own life and im far less bitter about my disfluency than you seem to be.