Eeeh, do you have the time? haha Through my whole life al also have pws around me. Don't ask why, I don't know, haha. But they were there. In class, a few friends later in life. Co workers. I like it, I feel never alone, lol. I can imagine that you feel yourself a freak. But you aren't!!!!!! Just a normal person who has trouble with speaking, that's it, nothing more.