hey girl, i know it can be hard. I was there too and in the beginning i was scared as to how i would say my name without stuttering. And please please dont think you’re alone in this😭 whatever you’re feeling it’s totally valid. Also do remember that you won’t get to experience your clg life again, so go make the most of it and dont let your stuttering stop you. If you really wanna get some control over it try going for speech therapy. Do make friends in clg and trust me it’s okay if you end up stuttering. Right now as im 21 i still stutter sometimes. Stuttering can really mess up your mind, but pls know that just because you stutter that doesn’t mean your thoughts and speech don’t matter, you just say it differently and that is totally fine, you are not dumb or stupid. Just do your best Tbh as a stutter myself i genuinely dont know what advice to give you😭 i just felt so emotional reading your post. You’ve got this🫶🏼🫶🏼