Yes, agree. Do something, take a risk. Most everyone has been in your shoes at some point in their life, me included. Life is not easy whether one stutters, or not. Life is hard, and can be painful. But, people have done it, have made life meaningful for themselves. You are still young; get help, go back to school, get a job to make yourself feel good. A good thing you can do is to volunteer somewhere, it will make you feel better to help someone else whose life is hard.