bro you thinking about girl, relationship or future family... but honestly i getting depressed by only one thought — how i even getting a job or earning money? cuz i can’t even speak my own name properly because of stammer or speech block. sometimes i open my mouth and nothing comes out. because of this problem i didn’t give any viva exams in college and got backlogs in my sems. people around me think i’m lazy or not serious but they don’t understand how hard it is to even say a single word. it’s not about confidence or mindset all the time... sometimes it’s just pain you can’t explain. but still i’m trying every day, even with all this fear and pressure, cuz somewhere inside i still believe one day i’ll speak freely — without stopping, without thinking, just like others.