The best therapists are often very expensive. But if you know of a good therapist that's an hour away, reach out to them. Explain your situation. Your desire to become fluent. Be bold. Ask them if they would consider doing telehealth appointments with you pro bono. The worst case is they say 'no.' But they may say 'yes.' They may refer you to another colleague. Maybe there is a grad student who needs the experience. Ask the doctor if there are grants or other financial aid programs that could help you get the treatment you deserve.