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I Cried It had been 2.5 years since I last cried. 2.5 years ago, I cried in my room before leaving my home country for masters study in Canada. Starting new life in unknown country with stuttering felt too heavy at that time, I was not going to cry but my mom said " You look very sad, share with me" I said "No, all good mom" and went to room and cried. Today, I got lucid dream(you can literally control the dream, I always get), In that dream, somebody asked me what is going on with your life (I guess I wanted someone ask me that), I told him every thing and I cried, when I woke up my eyes and chin are wet. I got suicidal thoughts but I never cried physically. Thousands problems some are created by stuttering and some are exaggerated by stuttering. Fighting those problems everyday with this fu*ked up mouth. I know everybody has problems, I am not complaining, the thing is I should never have been born.